Monday, May 20, 2013

The Heron

















Standing at the edge of the pond,
A heron gazes into the distance.
Its back to me,
Buffering the frosty wind.
Its eyes deep black pools,
As never-ending as the stars.
I sneak a picture of this spectacle,
A freshwater, coastal beauty,
Resting on the edge of a manmade pond
In New Jersey.

Where have you come from and,
Where are you going?

Non-swimming, little egret,
Feeding on the margins,
Sitting still, so very still,
Waiting for the fish to come to you.
A steady pace beyond us walkers,
Trying to get in a mile
On our thirty minute lunch break.
We are as solitary as you are.

Where is your family?
Where are your children?

Waiting for your return,
Beaks turned upright and screaming
In need, for food, for safety,
For guidance.
I leave you in peace to carry out your work,
To fulfill your role as the breadwinner
And I walk back to work, smiling.
We are not so different after all.

I am the heron and the heron is me.

Anxieties

My mother told me
I'm the harshest person
She knows;
An angry-unsympathetic-
Raw-cold-woman-
Daughter.
My hands,
Clenched into fists,
Quake with fear.
Is it because
She's wrong,
Or because,
She's right?
She never says
And now,
I'll never know.
She changes the topic,
Quickly
And says,
"So, when are you getting
Married?"

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

In Love Again

*Originally published in The Blue Hour Anthology Volume 2.

Out of brutal pain
Comes a sudden peace
Out of utter chaos
Comes a sudden cease
Out of loneliness
Comes a sudden friend
And suddenly, out of nowhere
I'm in love again

Ginny

*Originally published on Vox Poetica.

I sit with bated breath
On the very edge
Of her favorite settee
And though
I don't believe in god
I can't help but pray

Please don't let her
Break his heart
When from this earth
She departs